anhedonia

by sadfem

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03:39
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02:54
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about

well, here it is, my debut album. the first entirely original full-length sadfem release. i've been waiting to share this for a long time, some of the tracks are over 2 years old, but i didn't want to put it out until i could make it something i'm proud of despite the fact it doesn't quite represent where my production is at now. and i think i've finally achieved that. it's pretty much everything i could've hoped to get from these tracks.

while it would be pretentious to say my instrumentals have a literal meaning or tell a story, i like to think they're evocative of my feelings over the period of the album's creation, comforting to others experiencing similar ones, or at least pleasant to listen to.

i think of this as an album best experienced from start to finish, probably on headphones. at the same time i see it as having a distinct side a (tracks 1-9) and side b (tracks 10-18) but that's just what's in my mind. by all means enjoy the tracks however you feel comfortable.

thank you so much to everyone who contributed. sincere apologies to anyone i may have messed around. this album would not be what it is without any of you.

~ lauren (sadfem) <3

credits

released April 4, 2017

composed/produced/mixed by sadfem (except where noted)
lyrics/vocals by ANGEL DIARY (track 3) & Aphir (track 8)
additional composition/production by CANE SUGAR (track 12)
tracks 1-14 mastered by Aphir
tracks 15-18 mixed/mastered by their respective remix artists

~ ANGEL DIARY ~
soundcloud.com/angeldiary
jealousgirlfriend.bandcamp.com

~ Aphir ~
soundcloud.com/aphir
aphir.bandcamp.com
twitter.com/aphirism

~ CANE SUGAR ~
soundcloud.com/canesugar
canesugar.bandcamp.com
twitter.com/real_CANESUGAR

~ retrogress ~
soundcloud.com/tristramwybou
retrogress.bandcamp.com

~ pretty maxim ~
soundcloud.com/pretty-maxim
twitter.com/pretty_maxim

~ Moompy ~
soundcloud.com/moompy-1
moompy.bandcamp.com

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Track Name: always (w/ ANGEL DIARY)
where are you going tonight?
why can't i come with you?
why does it always have to be this hard for us?
why do i always cry when you're by my side?
what does it take to make this right?
Track Name: close (w/ Aphir)
you saw that i was rough around the edges and inside them
you called and i came
now fall in love with my faults and i'll stop trying to hide them
call out my name
'cause you called and i came

i know when you're close
drains my will not to follow where you go
and i'd break if you put me down

and i've been too good
you've been too good
we will never be anything more
we will never be anything more