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memento hikikomori
03:44
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whenever
03:11
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where are you going tonight?
why can't i come with you?
why does it always have to be this hard for us?
why do i always cry
when you're by my side?
what does it take to make this right?
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iced tears (sweetened)
01:40
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wind chimes and the sprinklers at 3 a.m.
i tried to redecorate my conscience
accusing any regiment
well i guess i'm really selling it
every move i make is more degrading
but they'd pay to imitate it
come judgement day there's gonna be complications
stressing me 'cause i'm where you wanna be
but how does that make any sense
it's too crowded in my head
i've seen worse and i been worth less
coming clean, i don't think ill ever accept it
thoughts so invasive they pests
still uncomfortable in my bed
wanted more, that's not what i meant
it's too crowded in my head
such a chore to get out of bed
can't rehearse the worse it get
but if i let you lead me to the lion's den
gonna let you feel a little deviant
mosquitoes buzzing through my window screen
i was right but it was instinct not prophecy
know my logic delicate
but i sell it like it's dexterous
i didn't mean to be so entertaining
want the truth then complain about it
don't need a muse just distorted imagination
stressing me 'cause i'm where you wanna be
but how does that make any sense
it's too crowded in my head
say you're cursed, i think you're just bored of all of it
still sore and dangerous
i know you're leading me right into the lion's den
anticipating all the fantasies you'll feed me again
looking for me, swear i'm not where you wanna be
it doesn't need to make sense
still uncomfortable, i can't rest
got nothing to say, well you can get left
it's too crowded in my head
i've seen worse and i been worth less
i don't know if it's worth it
i've exploited all of my darkness
new phone, can't trust
'cause you swore it was all for us
pantomimes, breaking necks for my attention
tragedy or divine intervention
appreciate the sentiment
but it don't alleviate the permanence
but i appreciate the sentiment
i must be really selling it
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i've never felt
this empty before
cry to myself
fade out once more
wait for the day when i see you again
am i in love? am i playing pretend?
call out to me as a means to an end
who is there to blame when you run out of friends?
distracted and helpless
i vanish so selfishly
your magic is working
i'm panicked and worsening
why did they leave? what am i doing wrong?
where can we meet when you're already gone?
why am i here, staying up until dawn?
waiting out here, waiting ever so long
i'm sorry, i fucked up
i'm sorry, there's no trust
i'm sorry, so helpless
distracted and selfish
i've never felt
this empty before
cry to myself
fade out once more
i've never felt
this empty before
cry to myself
fade out once more
it's enough to tempt me
leave me feeling empty feelings
i know satan sent me
it's enough to send me reeling
i'm just waiting for you
text and i ignore you
rain and let it pour through
talk to me like poor you
i'm sorry, i fucked up
i'm sorry, there's no trust
i'm sorry, so helpless
distracted and selfish
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never (again)
01:58
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you saw that i
was rough around the edges and inside them
you called and i
came
now fall in love with my
faults and i'll stop trying to hide them
call out my name
'cause you called and i
came
i know when you're close
drains my will not to follow where you go
and i'd break if you put me down
and i've been too good
and you've been too good
we will never be anything more
we will never be anything more
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pale blog (update)
03:33
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melancholia / echolalia
02:56
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