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medicated
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felt
05:13
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i've never felt
this empty before
cry to myself
fade out once more
wait for the day when i see you again
am i in love? am i playing pretend?
call out to me as a means to an end
who is there to blame when you run out of friends?
distracted and helpless
i vanish so selfishly
your magic is working
i'm panicked and worsening
why did they leave? what am i doing wrong?
where can we meet when you're already gone?
why am i here, staying up until dawn?
waiting out here, waiting ever so long
i'm sorry, i fucked up
i'm sorry, there's no trust
i'm sorry, so helpless
distracted and selfish
i've never felt
this empty before
cry to myself
fade out once more
i've never felt
this empty before
cry to myself
fade out once more
it's enough to tempt me
leave me feeling empty feelings
i know satan sent me
it's enough to send me reeling
i'm just waiting for you
text and i ignore you
rain and let it pour through
talk to me like poor you
i'm sorry, i fucked up
i'm sorry, there's no trust
i'm sorry, so helpless
distracted and selfish
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[ANGEL DIARY]
where are you going tonight?
why can't i come with you?
why does it always have to be this hard for us?
why do i always cry
when you're by my side?
what does it take to make this right?
[sadfem]
i would sell my soul to go back
to the way we were before
kill myself just to know that
i can't cause hurt any more
i'm so sick of my emotions
always feeling that there's no one
i'm enough for
[delcada]
down so long
just wear me out
wear fewer masks
just wear me out
just pierce it further into body
slowly, fastly
just pierce it further into body
slowly, slowly
why?
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alwaves (instrumental)
03:42
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