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from learned helplessness by sadfem

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lyrics

drowning, still gone
i'm lost, still gone
fall through, in too deep
in too deep, i can't breathe

know my place, feel my shame
know my place, can't escape
even if i wanted to
there's nowhere to run to
don't know how to deal with it
don't know how to feel
all the pain, embarrassment
never fucking heal

chances that i can't take back
even if i wanted to
scars and crosses on my back
never thought i'd feel like that

in my place, all shame
can't escape, can't relate
don't know how to deal with it
tell me what's the deal

crushing me in
crushing me slow
embarrassed to the core
tell me where to go

all the shame
embarrassment, yeah

know my place, feel my shame
know my place, can't escape
even if i wanted to
there's nowhere to run to
don't know how to deal with it
don't know how to feel
all the pain, embarrassment
never fucking heal

put me down and in my place
feel the weight i feel the shame
put me down and in my place
put me down
down down down
down down down

i feel shame
all i feel is hate
i'm embarrassed 'bout this shit
no you can't relate

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from learned helplessness, track released November 1, 2022

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