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from learned helplessness by sadfem

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lyrics

it's a never ending summer
stuck in cyclical attachments
can't think about forever
i wake up sweating and frantic
loveless and empty handed
i cannot expect anybody else to understand it

coming up and undercover
slipping in and out the static
can't even feel the pressure now
showed up to throw off your balance
it's not god it's magic
the patterns control us, i'm sick of your pedantics

you said it was bygones, still sleep with the lights on
acting rough and tough but where it lie, your loyalty?
have a feeling the horizon you painted us was biased
dressed up like a python, chameleon royalty

sitting pretty on your throne counting your diamonds
while outside there are burning homes
that energy gonna blacken your soul
mirror mirror turn you cold
though i thought that we could build a home

we were broke and bending summer into autumn into ashes
by then i rediscovered love and all of its advantages
you didn't seem too enthusiastic
if you don't want my company then you don't gotta have it
it's a joke, you claim the other then surprised you caught in traffic
insist you don't want fire but keep throwing matches

you said it was bygones, still sleep with the lights on
caught you in a bluff so where it lie, your loyalty?
wanna watch me juggle my troubles then add another
i know that you worried that i'll take it to extremes

what do you mean?
the proof is in the pattern recognition
either admit to it or listen

sitting pretty on your throne counting your diamonds
while outside there are burning homes
i know it's something i don't know and it's valuable
like it'll burn your throat liquid gold

have a feeling the horizon you painted us was biased
dressing like a python, chameleon royalty

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from learned helplessness, released February 23, 2023

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