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antisymbiotic, pt. 1
01:44
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immature
04:15
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i know i'm just immature
yeah i know i'm just immature
i know i'm just immature
yeah i know i'm just immature
i don't think you wanna talk to me any more
you don't even think about me i'm sure
i wish i could've stopped myself clinging to how things were before
i wish there was something romantic about this but i know i'm just immature
i'm terrified of aging
still being this way seems pathetic and weird
i feel dumb for entertaining
the thought that anyone would be endeared
to a pessimist who keeps on hoping
you'll see the beauty in me being broken
that i told myself was there as a way of coping
with the ways that i'm insecure
i know that's so immature
i know that i'm immature
i know that i'm immature
and i've always been immature
i don't think you wanna talk to me any more
you don't even think about me i'm sure
i wish i could've stopped myself clinging to how things were before
i wish there was something romantic about this but i know i'm just immature
didn't listen to my intuition, i knew you were bad for me
you know it's my decision to write my life as tragedy
and now it seems so clear why you stopped writing back to me
i was just surprised that it happened so gradually
feeling used but totally projecting
needed to be the one to put an end
to the situation that i always put myself in
when i think i felt something pure
i know that's so immature
i know i'm so immature
i know i'm so immature
and i'll always be immature
i don't think you wanna talk to me any more
you don't even think about me i'm sure
i wish i could've stopped myself clinging to how things were before
i wish there was something romantic about this but i know i'm just immature
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psychosomatic
03:27
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you made me so sick
afraid to show it
i felt so hopeless
i lied to both of us
when i said it was alright
i'm to blame for all the times i cried
you came to know it
started to show it
i want to be over it
will i really grow from this
i guess one day i might
but i still have some feelings left to fight
didn't care then what was right
missed the idea of you all the time
and pretended it was fine
when you never left my mind
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unbecoming
02:51
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just wanna hide away
didn't even go outside today
i wanna die today
when i woke up i cried today
stargazing wide awake
if i had wings i'd fly away
wish i could pause the game
delete the save and just start again
i often lie awake
thinking of my great escape
no time for heartbreak
from those feelings i shy away
treated just like a toy, always playing with my heart
i'm so emotional, emotionally scarred
feel like a background character playing my part
i need some surgery, surgery on my heart
my only friend is my computer
i feel like such a loser
i'm so ugly, i'm so stupid
never learn, i need a tutor
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indiana [delcada cover]
02:40
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off the xans when i met you
on my knees like i pray to you
speeding on the highway with you
spent like only 3 days with you
simping like i was saving you
in the shower i'm tasting you
drove like all day to stay with you
since 14 he was breaking you
i was planning a homicide
i was planning my suicide
might livestream my suicide
nodded out, didn't drop the knife
paramedics couldn't save my life
indiana i died that night
indiana i died that night
indiana i died that night
auburn hair with your blue eyes
take me back to the springtime
cannot wait for the afterlife
til i died i felt terrified
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antisymbiotic, pt. 2
04:19
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